Sunday, 3 April 2011

On The Up

Lately ive been really happy apart from the ovs bitchy girls making up stupid things but hey, gotta love ya haters.
ive been very busy with work & me & the step mum have been working hard and may be styling a big name celeb! super exicted.

This last week was a extreamly crazy one! 3 days out on the town really killed me! but it was so worth it!

Me & my friends are all rushing around for our holiday we are all heading off to Marbella & we need to start getting our shit together! We super exicted & i cant wait to get my tan on & even party it up Marbs style!

xoxo

Monday, 21 March 2011

Mrs Popular

Ive just checked my phone and seen how many miss calls ive got & texts from my friend Michelle.
She is such a little panicer, which really makes me laugh.

Shes going on this date with this really cute guy who happenes to be very sexy i must say, But she dragged me into it. Which i werent best pleased with. She was very scared and wants it to, So now its a double date. Ive never spoke to this guy or ever seen him and now im not best pleased.
But heey lets hope im not ill so i can help her out, its not till thursday anyway, But being michelle shes wants to to very organised. Shes wants a spray tan nails the works. Shes super keen on him which is super cute

Life Change

I never thought id say it, but i actually wouldnt mind moving out from Liverpool. I know pretty much everyone and i would like a change, but saying you actually want one and doing it is two differnt things.

My dad is really set on moving, he was thinking at first only moving more closer to manchester, or even getting closer into the heart of Liverpool. Then he wanted to move to London, Then Marbella.
I love marbella my dad loves it there and so do i. Its one off my fav places in the whole world. But going there on holiday and living there is just completely different. ONE WORD FOR MY DADDY, HES CRAZY!

My brother is currently looking for his own place with his Girlfriend which just leaves me & my dad & step mum in this huge empty house. As much as i love to hate my brother i will actually miss him, & off course his hot friends too!

Today:
Today was a pretty deadish day at work, Ive been doing alot off hunting for more clothes. The most exicting this that happpened today was that my step mum is planning a trip to america to hunt down some more vintage clothes, so that means New York & LA. Im so buzzing.
But all off the day ive felt really run down & really ill. i ened up leaving work really early so i could get some sleep & i duno what wrong with me, im not ill like have a cold i just feel so dead!
Maybe its the fact that i havent had a day off in a long time. But i know i will be taking day off tomorrow just to rest up


xoxo

Thursday, 17 March 2011

Work & No Play

Today's been a very dule day at work. Going through old clothes checking to make sure its worth putting in a shop. But we did find a classic Dior dress which is to die for.

Today i found time to write a beautfuil song, well in my eyes it was. while writing it, it made me feel very impowered. The songs overall idea was how you can overcome problems and just be strong.
I even sung it down the phone to my friend Tiffany who actually loved it LOL.

Ive also latley been researching tattoos i really want a new one, I think i may be slightly addicted.
but Heeey i love them. I have 3 already and they all have meanings well apart from one LOL.
i have a messy scribbley hearts below my bikni line,
i have live for the moment in french on my upper inner arm which killed like a bitch all my fat OUCH
and a small heart and star on my baby finger. My nan had that so i got one just for her.


XOXO

Tuesday, 15 March 2011

o_O

Blog i have been naughty. Not updating you. Well im deeply sorry.

Well whats happened?
Everything, ive been a very busy girl lately. Ive been alot more hands on with work lately. I now work more for my step mum styling people and working in her vintage clothes shop & im completely loving what im doing now. Its my passion, i Love Fashion so im in my element!
Music!
Well the breakdown off my amazing plan for Global Domintation failed, but i havent given up on my dream, me and my very good friends Tiffany & Karl have been hitting the stuido and working very hard.
ive also been working very hard with a few friends off mine who are song writers, ive written a few good songs so far but no where nere the stage off perfect yet, But as i always say. Things take time.
My good friend Tiffany who was very willing to be in my liverpool based girlband is very devoted to her craft. Shes recently wrote & record a song called King Of The Night & quite frankly its amazing. Its a cross between Britney & Rihanna i love it so much.
Life Itself!
Life has been very good lately apart from the feeling off hating single life but im totally enjoying life now.
The only thing that has really been a problem is the how bitchy and sad soem girls can be, but hey it would be a boring life without a bit a drama now would it

xoxo

Sunday, 27 February 2011

The Littlest Things

SUNDAYS, Everyone complains how boring they are, I love them, simply for the fact im probs hungover so i get to slob out in bed all day no make up on hair up and in possibly the most unsexiest clothes ever, its my small pleasure LOL.

ive had a really boring week TBH, ive done nothing but work, ive worked ever day and had no time off i think im getting use to this working life style. Still hate it thou!!

Friday i treated the girls to a 2 day spa treat. Well my dad did, used his credit card. i totally needed it all. i love being pampared, it was so relaxing and so amazingly lovely.

xoxo 

Tuesday, 22 February 2011

Blog Ive Missed YOU!

Blog i have missed you so much, i havent blogged that much because i havent had anything to blog about, same thing like now. hmmm how can i fill everyone in. HMMMMM

well my dreams off getting a girlgroup together are not in motion anymore, there was 3 off us but one girl didnt want to do it anymore so for the mean time im just taking things slow. ive been in the stuido doing covers of songs nothing is fully done or i would off put it out their for the world to hear.
me and my friend tiffany have alway penned an amazing song and we are currently just getting the right person to produce it. I know a few friends who could do it but no defant thing yet.

im still working hard for my goal.im getting into shape im doing my dance and im eating alot better then i have ever done before. i feel 100% with myself and body. Which is actually a first for me

i took a trip to paris the weekend just gone with the step mum, it was mainly for work but we had a lot off fun out there. i have never seen her so drunk and partying hard in paris was amazing! cute hot french men what more could a girl want LOL.

me and the step mummy went a bit crazy with the dads credit card, we spent so much money. we went to paris with just our handbags and left with a massive suitcase, with new handbags new shoes new everything it was amazing, i brought the best new Louis Vitton luggage bags and im in love with them, lets just say the dad gave us a budget but we smashed way over it. WAS WELL WORTH IT

xoxo

Wednesday, 16 February 2011

Hello Blog

I havent blogged in ages, WOW. Not good at all.

Well nothing much has happened to be honest, just the usual antics out and about partying with the girlies making a complete fool off my self with my main man that is Max, oh he does make me laugh, we were partying so hard one weekend, dancing on tables and pole dancing LOL.

The girlgroup is not going to well either, one off the other girls has quit already so there is 2 off us now. at the moment we arent to bothered ny this at all. Tiffany is doing her thing and im doing mine. Im still going to my dance lessons and also my pole dancing lessons, Just to let you know not because i want to be a pole dancer because its very good at keeping me in shape. It amazing and so much fun.

Today ive been on a shoot with my friend Lexi, seeing her pout naked in front of a camera was nothing new, she loves showing a bit of flesh LOL. It was actually so much fun, and her photographer was so dam hot too. Me and him spent the whole day flirting and chattying it was so much fun. He even asked me to pose infront of the camera but i was not getting my kit off at all. we exchanged numbers, and im looking forward to seeing him again on Lexi's next shoot. Which actually is being shoot in her house.

My brother is planning on moving out off the house, i dont have a clue why he would. we have everything we want. Food, Clothes the works, and he is deciding to move out, But bless him guess he has to in a way now hes all engaged and that. But my brother has very big expensive taste so after looking at places and the prices my brothers defo going to have to save some pennies.


Apart from that nothing else has happened been a boring bitch tbh LOL. & i promise not to leave the blogging so long again

xoxox

Tuesday, 8 February 2011

Bitching, Lazy Day, Family Gathering!

Today has been a very fun packed day NOT REALLY. Last night started ended bad, having an argument with one off the girls was terrible, me and her are veyr alike weve been friends since we were like 11. And we always clash we were arguing because we havent done much to get things rolling, but i had to tell her its ben a matter off days it takes time.

Ive been trying to write some songs with another one off the girls who is an amazing songwriter and love her to bits. I wrote half a song yesterday but it was a angry fuck you to the ex LOL.

This morning started with a big bang LOL. I was thrown a print out of my dads credit card bill. OOPPS did go a tadd bit crazy with the plastic. I was then forced to work because my step mum needed some help at work but then i was soon shipped off when i werent needed. I got home and just lazed around watching TV then BUZZ BUZZ my phones ringing my brother demarnding a lift home because his cars playing up, Great i thought so i went picked him up didnt realise i was a taxi women i then had to go and pick his mate up.

Tonight should be good, my brother popped the question to his girlfriend abbey, and weve got her family and ours comming round for a few drinks. Ive already been talking to Abbey about a massive engagment party. I cant wait white and pink theme sounds perfect, but i dont think my brother would like that one bit.

Im planning on not getting to drunk, but then again i say that every time i go out. Ive invited few off the girls so it will be a right old laugh, gonna be nice to have all the family together but i couldnt hack it without some of my girls. My dad and brother are currently setting up as we speak. Banners the lot and loads of ballons LOL. My dad has spent loads of money on alcohol too, so its going to be a right knee's up. Which sounds perfect to me!

xoxo

Monday, 7 February 2011

OMG, Im Going To Have A Sister

No my step-mum is not pregnant. My brother has popped the questions to his long term girlfriend. Theyve been together for liek 4 years now. Thye are both 21, i introduced them so i feel like cupid right now. Ive known Abbey my bro's GF, from dance school. Shes a great friend of mine and i sometimes steal her from my brother when shes at ours.

But im so exicted for them both, they are perfect for eachother. Its going to be a long engagement, seeing as they both are 21, but my brother thought it was perfect timing and it will show how much he loves her and how he dont want anyone else, which is soo sweet.

Cant wait now till they get married i will be a braids maid. How cool, and im guessing the wedding going to massive, Abbey is very over the top and loves big things, her 21st was actually amazing what a great party, winter wonderland in her own house, was EPIC.


soo once again, CONGRATULATIONS

Treating Myself

Today me and my friend Tiffany had a right good day. We started it by getting our hair done, i hate to get my hair extentions taken out. I started losing some so i thought it was time to get them taken out and, now i feel naked without my hair. So i need to get some new clip-ins asap. The ones i do have are just not nice no more.

we always got out nails done and spray tans, oh how i love being pampered. People fussing over us was just amazing. But i needed to head back to my car and as i walked to it i could see this grey patch on my car. i ran over and there it was, someone had bumped into it and drove off. CUNTS! really annoyed me, But i showed my dad and he said it would just come off with a good buff.

after our pampering session we headed off to the shops and didnt we go a bit crazy splashing out on jeans dresses, hangbags glasses and all the other little bits. Some serouis crazy card bashing LOL.

We pounded the streets hard and we had spent to much money so we headed off, soon as i got home i feel on sofa and just couldnt be arsed to get up. But i forced myself to my bedroom and through myself on the bed, throughing all my bags all over the place. i got under the covers under and thought i was going to fall asleep. so i put on my joggers, and got outta the house and went for a run. WOW i did run for like a good 40mins which was bliss felt good and now im feeling very fresh and awake!

xoxo

Sunday, 6 February 2011

Name?

Today the girls have been brainstorming a name for our very own girlgroup. EEEEKKK!
How werid is that to say ''our very own girlgroup''
still very excited you see.
So ive come up wiv some very good ones but im still not sure yet, heres some off them
  •  Vie D'Amour (Love Life)
  • Coeur D'Amour (Love Heart)
  • NTK
  • Basic Truth
  • Beautiful Truth
  • MissFits
  • NTK
  • Speak To The Hand
They are the fav's i personaly like out off all off our idea's. I personaly love the 2 french names, but all of them work. But i do like how NTK sound which stands for Nicole Tiffany Kimberly. Which is simple and sweet. & speak to the hand is a good one i like it. Its cute and fiesty. But no 100% answer atm

Happy Sunday!

I actually couldnt be more buzzing right now. After a beautiful sunday dinner, that i had to stop cooking becasue the burn on my hands were killing me. So the father took over and it was lush, and the massive lush peice off cake after was beautiful too. Fatty i am LOL.

Well after a busy morning i made a few phonecalls to the girls inviting them over to talk buisness, and thats what we did, there are currently 3 of us who would love to make a dream a reality. Im super happy right now that im even taking a step in the right direction to living my dream. We havent come up with a name yet, but its looking very possitive right now. ATM we are not sure on how many should be in our new girlgroup. Ohh saying that makes me just want to scream EEKKK!
But atm 3 will do, ive still got to talk to some other girls that i knew from stage school and see if they are up for it, im think 4 girls will be perfect tbh, LOLA Eat your heart out! LMAO.

So now the girls have gone im sat here now thinking wow, i cant believe an idea is surfacesing so fastly, but its amazing right?

We all left happy, weve been friends for so many years so thats all good, at least i know them right.

We now are brainstorming ideas for a name, and getting the name out there, so a new twitter account will be active once weve done so. With all 3 of us *(so far) using it. Because tiffany and nicole dont have twitter, yet anyway.

Ohh im going to be a busy girl. Im getting my hair extensions taken out tomorrow, so ive got the day off work to have some retail theropy and a good pampering session. I hate having no extentions in i feel so naked. So i will be pampering and hunting down a very good vocal coach.

IM SO EXICTED


xoxo

Sunday

THE SUNDAY DINNER:


How i do love sunday's in, how much fun can they be! Well i woke up this morning thinking i need to do something to pass the time, so i decided to do the sunday dinner. Which now im regreting already. Ive burned myself 3 times, and i dont even like cooking that much. Only when im cooking for myself. i hope my foood dont kill anyone LOL.

xoxo

Saturday, 5 February 2011

Why Wont You Just Disappear?

Everytime i turn your there, everytime i do something your there, and when you finally get the message you do the unthinkable and shit all over me again. Well i guess its not just you this time again.

All girls know the rule dont they, You dont go with your friend's ex's? So why have you done this to me!

Ive been through alot with you. I sat there for hours when your ex ended it with you. And you did the same with me. We werent the best of friends but we were there for eachother when needed, and thats what made us different form the whole group!

BUT you chose to jump into bed with my ex, and now your boasting all over Facebook how much you love him. When you know what he done to me! Once a cheat always a cheat sweetheart, Youve fallen in love with an absoloute scumbag! Who cheated on me and got the girl pregnant so classy darling!

You both are nothing to me and never will be. When it is over and hes cheated on you and got another girl pregnant dont run to me, because i will laugh straight in your face, You know what hes done and like. I thought you were better then that TBH!

Never mind aye.

xoxo

I Will Give You 2 FIngers Mate!

Fuck haters and people that like to shit on you or bring you down. I dont normally care what people think, but i thought id just blog how much i hate negative people. They are ovs so not happy with their own lives they like to pick faults in others and there dreams.

Whatever someone wants to do or be let them. Regardless if you would ever do it. This person has been slagging my friend Lexi off who wants to become a glamour girl. Lexi is possibly one of the most cleverest person i know. All her GCSE's 3 ALevel's. But she done one shoot and loved it, its made her confident and its made her feel sexy soo what is wrong with that.

And if i remember correctly when we at school what did you wanna be again, ermmm a WAG! Ohh how ironic though, liverpoolian lass who wants to be a WAG. Are you one? No, cause sweetheart your not even WAG material, more like Lez Material sweetheart. I know that might be very rude but im so angry how people like to shit on one another let people live there dreams and let them try and achieve it.

Like what im trying and in the prossess off doing. Im going back to dance, get these old bones back in dance mood. Im also in prossess of finding a very good vocal coach, Yes my dream from when i was young and little off being a singer, ima try and achieve. Even if nothing surfaces at least ive tried. So hates go do one!!!

Ranting Blog Post Over!

Drama/Night In!

DRAMA DO WE REALLY NEED IT ALL

So ive been informed through the girls that there are some rumors going around and now its gone rather out of hand. Girls and being bitchy and having drama's is there something new there? Hmmmm? Nah i think thats normal right?

The drama itself has been now posted all over Facebook, so glad i left that shit behind now. We are a group of 18-20 year old girls and some still like to act like they are 13. Please grow the fuck up people!

Night IN!
So my night has been rather enertaining, getting the low down with these rumors. And my strange phonecall from my brothers girlfriend. Think she is slightly drunk. But i did has it would be a DVD night, well im finaly on my first DVD Hight School Musical 3, only because out off all my DVD's its the only one i have not watched before, and no i know why, its lame its childish. However Zac Effron phoowr the things id do to him are actually unthinkable LOL.
I also think im on my 100 cup of tea. Im quite sick of tea now, might have to move onto coffee, or even hot coco. gotta love it.
Hmmmm i hope my sunday is going to be alot more fun then tonight has been wait probs not seeing as it is a boring sunday.

i think i might actually watch something else cos this dvd is just SHIT...
Or shall i just listen to music all night, goshh the crazy hardcore life i live aye. People are so going to want my life really ahaha.
xoxo

Looking Very Attractive In A Tracksuit

SO SEXY


Sat here thinking to myself, i look so hot right now! No makeup hair up and slobbing around in a nike tracksuit. I think me not going out tonight was a good idea, my body is still acheing and im still feeling the effects from last night. Although it was worth it im now thinking maybe now i should of not had all thoughs vodka shots.

Im not sure what i will end up doing tonight but i hope it will be something fun, which i highly doubt. Everyone in the house is going out. Even the parents which makes me sound like i am 100 years old. But i can just put on a DVD and sip loads of tea. Dont go and get jealous of my very exicted fun packed night! LOL

So its a date, Tea, DVD, Cuddles with my doggy's. Awwwww this will be BLISS

Boby Love/Body Hate

I Think every girl has a body issue or some thing they would like to change about themselfs.
Well im the complete same, ive never really loved or liked my body, but its only when you abuse it you understand it and learn to love it.
Ive recently lost a lost of weight so suddenly too, i normally am a big size 8-10. and now im in a size 6.
I chose to start eating healthier before Christmas, and eating healthier is not what i done, i really watched everything i ate and counted all the callories, the weight now had just gone, ive always been quite small but ive always had boobs and a bum, something all the girls have in our family, blessed with boobs and bums, but since ive lost the weight i have also them. everyday i look at myself and i think. i have done a silly thing her. So a few weeks back i decided im not even going to care what i eat, ive never need to care before so why did i start.
i want my boobs and bum back and i want to feel sexier and a little bit bigger, my aim. So do i order a chinese tonight or pizza??? HMMMMMMMMMMM

The Hangover From Hell

Please hangover go away i feel ill. Im sorry i abuse my body with the toxic thing that is alcohol!

Sitting with my head in my hands thinking why do i do this, then realising because its fun. after moaning to myself and m dog Coco, i get a phone call from Lexi who says that she pulled last night and that he was HOT SHIT, her words. Now thinking about it she did disappear, she so got laid ehehe!
After our short chat i told her i cant talk long its giving me more of a headache, i sat up and looked at the clock, 2.55 SHIT. Werent i suppose to pick my nana up today, i reached for the phone and called my nan, sorry nan im hungover and i feel ill. i will be round to pick you up shortly, i said when she answered, she started laughing and said ive left a note on your pillow and then she hangs up! I reach over to the pillow nothing. Crazy old lady i think to myself. i walk over to my mirrior, errrr i look minging, my fake lashes were stuck in on my checks and makeup was all down my face like i had been crying, which ovs i hadnt. i then see this yellow note stuck to shoulder. its the NOTE, it reads : "You lazy bitch i rang your dad he picked me up. You now have missed a shopping spree"
GREAT i think to myself, could off done with a new dress seeing as i ripped all mine LOL.

I wak downstairs and theres the family sat in the livingroom. With all my fav store bags, my nan had been into Cricket i cried a little inside, she walks over and hands me the bag, i look down and there it is a Chole bag ive wanted for ages, i put my arms around her and kiss her cheek, Thanks nana. She pushes me off her, you stick off vodka wine fags and kebab, Vodka yeah wine yes, Fags and Kebab Ermmmmm no, strange lady.

I go into the kitchen and put the kettel on i sit on the side staring into the garden, BANG, im slapped around the head by my brother whos brought some mates over. Me looking like a total tramp in my shorts and top and hair everywhere and makeup everywhere. My brother looks at me and says heavy night, KIMMY, we watched you climb over the gates, WHY?
i look at him and his 3 friends stood there staring at my cut knees and messy self, i forgot the combo and i didnt wanna wake anyone, my brother walks off and laughs and one off his mates walks over to me, i'll make you your coffee, black 2 sugers i say.

We walk over to the table in the kitchen i switch on the telly. and he says youve got a friend called Lexi right? i look at him all puzzled hes never meet her i dont thinks, Well i sort of took her back to mine last night! im sat there thinking WTF, then it clicks, she pulled and she said hot shit, hes a good looking lad. hes filling me in with the details and the more hes talking about the deed the more sick is brewing i runr to the sink and puke all in the skin, great i think, im a mess now im being sick, so attractive!

i walk back upstairs looking my door and hiding myself away, untill my dad orders me to watch Star Wars with him,

there were plans to go out again tonight, but really i cant put my body through that pain again, so i think its a lazy night for me!